Sorry, Long Rant
I think that email to them summed it up very well.
What this could have been, if done right, would have been an amazing showcase for the heart and soul we all put into grilling and bbq.
Truth told, I watched my video a lot over the last two months, mainly to laugh at myself and beam at Colin. But I'm biased. Was the video too long, did my dry humor not work, did the recipe suck or perhaps I don't know how to grill properly?
THAT'S the kind of feedback I had hoped for, especially when there are maybe 50 videos, 12 selected.
More than the pleasure of watching the comments on my own video, though, I loved watching the other submissions! I picked up some great techniques from a few really talented folks, squirmed when some guy tried to light a chimney with gas and a weedburner, and generally had fun imagining how a concept like this could bring the spirit of the Brethren to life on the small screen.
The ultimate part of the entire process, though, was getting to help Bossman figure out how to post his video for weeks then finally watching it and being blown out of my seat! His tips and methods and dedication to sharing was exactly what I had hoped for. I was the first to watch it, watched it a ton more, and would have been proud knowing he was one of the 12 instead of me.
I'm sure that there are people here who don't get my offbeat sense of humor, my drive to promote our shared love, whatever.
But know that this video wasn't done out of some desire to be a superstar. I barely have time to sleep as it is!
I really thought I could bring that shine to all of us. I didn't push a website (aside from my prized brethren banner) or some stupid product and didn't bad mouth people. I tried to answer questions when posted and even promoted their show in the media. The same things I try to do here.
Long story short, I just wish they knew what a great concept this could have been if done right, and I wish they would have cared enough about all of the video submitters, friends, family and countless faceless grilling lovers who watch their network to at least send a note saying "while we appreciate the time and energy you put into our first online video casting effort, unfortunately we have selected our representatives and..."
Again, sorry for the length folks!