Your mindset seems much better after this cook than it has the past few weeks. I know things suck for you pretty badly, but this cook seems to have done some healing to your soul.
Keep cookin' Dan! :thumb:
Yeah, it was good for me to be able to get outside in beautiful weather and do something that was close to my past "regular" routine. Before all of this medical mess, I was grilling or smoking four or five days a week. This reminded me of those pre-hospital times. Don't get me wrong, I know even during all of,these medical trials, I know God is blessing me more than I deserve...but, I still miss a lot of things from the days before my hospitalization - like walking, standing, and being able to do things for other people.
I did have a medical scare, for the lack of a better term. Lately, I am seeing that it is a very real possibility that doing "regular" activities could kill me, or at least cause a major medical problem. Again, I'll leave details for D&R, as they might be too gross for QTalk.:crazy:
but, I've come to a decision, if doing "regular activities, like grilling, going for a "walk" with my family, or even getting out of bed might kill me, so be it. I'd rather die that way, than live stuck in this darn bed forever. I can't tell ya how much I hate being in this bed. If I had a smoker/grill,that I could operate myself, I'd be out there much more often...but, I'll take what I can get.
Well, I seem to have rambled on much longer than expected, and surely longer than y'all wanted to read. Sorry.
God bless you all! Enjoy the blessings in your lives, for even if things seem bleak, they could be much worse. No matter what you're going through, someone loves you!